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  “Beauty.” I’m having a weird dream of someone shaking me and calling my name. Such a gorgeous and sexy voice. “Beauty, wake up.” There it is again. Oh! It’s my sexy hot rocker God. Mmmm. Best. Dream. Ever. “Baby, come on. We need to leave for the airport in about half an hour.” I sit up so quickly that he falls back onto the bed, laughing hysterically.

  Looking at the clock I yawn and rub my eyes. “But it’s four o’clock in the fucking morning,” I whine.

  Laughing still he stands, throws back the covers, takes my hand and pulls me to a standing position. “Beauty, the flight leaves at six. Lana will be here any minute. You knew we were leaving early.”

  He pulls me towards the bathroom, and I can’t quit yawning the entire way. “But I thought maybe you could just wake me at five thirty and then just get us there quick.”

  “So not an early morning person,” he mumbles as he starts the shower and begins undressing me. We take our shower together and let’s just say we wouldn’t be running so far behind if we hadn’t had the most amazing sex before we actually got clean.

  By five o’clock, Lana was rushing us into the car and then through the airport terminal. By the time we checked in, checked our bags and got to the gate, the rest of the band was laughing at us while we boarded the plane. By the time we got seated they were announcing it was about time for takeoff. Oops! I am proud that I stayed awake the first hour and a half, long enough to get the first class breakfast, but then I fell asleep after, with my head on a pillow against Tucks shoulder.

  “Beauty, time to get off the plane. We’re here,” Tuck whispers in my ear. My eyes open to see his smiling and loving face. His beard is just too sexy on him, and I want to rub it. Sitting up I stretch and yawn noticing people are already out of their seats and taking their things from the overhead bins.

  By the time we get to the hotel suite, I am exhausted again. Damn, I need to get stronger. So tired of being tired! Tuck orders himself, Lana, Bull and me some lunch from the room service menu while the rest of the band gets ready to go out on the town.

  “Babe, if you want to go out with the guys I’m fine here with Lana and Bull,” I tell him sweetly. “I don’t want you to miss out on anything because of me.”

  He looks at me, his sexy eyebrow raised. God I love that sexy fuck hawt look of his. “Lana and who?” He laughs.

  I smack him playfully across his broad chest. “Ok, Hulk. Oh, my God!” He tickles my side, and I squirm until I back away from him. “Stop, you’ll get me coughing again.” Walking back to him, I throw my arms around his neck, his hands are immediately on my hips. I kiss him passionately until my body starts to heat up, my legs rubbing together to try and dull the ache. “I want you to have some fun while you’re here and not sit around with me all the time, babe.”

  He kisses me again, short this time. I think he was getting a little overheated too. “Beauty, I don’t want to be anywhere else but with you.” He taps my temple. “When are you gonna get that through your beautiful head?” Smiling I let out a snort. “Well, and there’s that.” I start snorting again, which sets his laughter off. His head bends down to mine, our foreheads pressed together. “Seriously, I don’t need to go out with the guys when I can stay here with you. I wouldn’t have any fun. You’re all I want, all I desire and all I need.” He looks over his shoulder. “Lana? You wanna go out with the guys? I’m staying here with my girl. Why don’t you go and have some fun.”

  Lana looks at me with her best puppy dog look, and I roll my eyes and nod. She claps, grabs her purse and heads out the door.

  His arms wrap around my shoulder, his mouth on mine quickly. Our kissing starts off soft and sweet but becomes full of desire fast. He sweeps me up into his arms and carries me to our room, our mouths never breaking apart. We break in our hotel bed properly, the shower in our bathroom and then the Jacuzzi tub after that. Yep, there’s something to be said in having a quiet time staying in.

  Chapter Fourteen

  The next day I awake to a note lying on Tucks pillow. I smile as I turn over onto my back and unfold the note.

  I didn’t want to leave you. God, I didn’t want to leave. I could have watched you sleep all morning, but the event coordinator needed me. I hope you sleep in and get some good rest. You need it after last night, well, this morning. ☺

  Will be back soon, love ya with all my heart and soul.

  Your sexy rocker

  I place the note over my heart and sigh. Life just can’t get any better than this, can it? Shaking my head, I look at the clock. Eleven thirty? Throwing the covers off, I jump out of bed, head into the bathroom and take a nice long, hot shower. By the time I get dressed and walk into the living area Lana is sitting there with a table full of food.

  “Wanna eat,” she says with a mouth full. I laugh, walk over to a chair and sit myself down and begin filling a plate. “Oh, ok. Yeah, just take whatever,” she laughs.

  I start shoveling food into my pie hole, grab a glass of water and chug. Wiping my mouth with the back of my hand, I stop mid wipe and look at her staring at me with her mouth full of food wide open. “Geez, girl. Close up that trap. I don’t wanna see what you’re eating,” I snicker and then snort.

  She chews twice and swallows. “Me? Really oh, stuff my face and then wipe it off with my hand? You act like you haven’t eaten in days and I happen to know you ate yesterday,” she says with attitude.

  My snorting becomes louder but I keep piling in the food. Damn, I really worked up an appetite last night and er… This morning. What can I say? My main and only thought is of Tuck inside me and… Oh! There I go again.

  “So, Miss Queen. Hulk said he would take us around so we can shop. You up for it?” Lana asks as she applies an enormous mound of jelly onto her bagel. Dang that looks good.

  I grab a bagel and start spreading some strawberry jam on it, take a bite and moan. Fantastic! “Shopping? I’m always up for shopping, girl.” And that’s how my day started.

  After four hours of shopping and falling asleep in the cab on the way back, I barely make it to my bed before crashing. I’m having such a good dream that I can almost feel it. Damn, I’m good. “Mmmm,” I moan. Wait! I CAN feel that. My eyes peek open and through the slits, I see my sexy rocker man, naked, between my legs and his mouth on my heated core. “Ungh!” I yell out as his talented mouth sucks my folds while his thumb is circling my throbbing clit. I begin squirming and grab some of his hair in my fists until he releases me, moves his body up mine and plunges his hard cock into where I need him the most. We continue our love fest until we both climax and wear each other out. We’re once again all clean and lying in bed all snuggled together. He’s rubbing circles on my upper arm while I play with his nipple. I look up to see him looking around the room.

  “So, I see you went shopping today, hmm?” My head bobs up and down on his chest as he starts laughing. “Um, we may have to box some up and ship it home ‘cause I’m not so sure we can get all this on the plane tomorrow.”

  My head raises, looks around and then rests back on his chest. “That might be a good idea. I guess I didn’t realize how much I bought. But now that you say that…” I start snorting.

  He kisses the top of my head and rests his head there. “Beauty, I don’t care how much you buy even if we have to rent a U-Haul to get it back home. Just as long as you’re happy. That’s all that matters to me.”

  Raising my head, I kiss his full lips and yawn in the process. His own body starts jiggling as his laughter roars from him. He flips me over and snuggles up behind me, his arm snakes around me and his hand finds its favorite place. “Sleep now, my beauty. We have another early flight and I know how you are with early mornings.” He leans over me. He kisses my cheek and I yawn again, snuggling back into him and doze off.

  “Pax, come on, baby! We really have to get a move on!” I’m chilled as the covers leave my naked body. Dammit! I hate early mornings. I gasp as I’m lifted into the air, burying my face into his neck until I hear w
ater running. I look up just in time as I’m pushed under the water, Tuck still holding on to me as the water streams down my face.

  “Aaaaaack!” I yell tightening my hold around his neck. “Tuck! No fair!”

  He sets me down on my feet, turns me around and pulls me towards him out from under the spray. I watch as he takes my shampoo, squirts some in his hand and begins lathering up my hair. Oh! That feels most awesome!

  Once we are both clean and of course have our morning love making quickly, we hurry around the room, packing and shoving my new purchases into a big box that Hulk got me from downstairs. Thank God for Hulk. I put our address on it, and he takes it downstairs to the front desk while I finish packing. Again, we barely made it on the plane in time for takeoff.

  “Is this how you are every time you go anywhere?” Tuck snickers at me once we are seated. “I mean, if it is I’ll live with it because I can’t live without you but I just want to be prepared for the next time we travel.”

  I smack him on the shoulder, then lay my head there and yawn. “I normally take later flights.” I am so not a morning person.

  It seems like a much shorter flight this time. Of course, I slept almost the entire way. I know I have been sick but geez, will I ever feel like myself again? We get home, and I trudge upstairs and fall face first on our bed.

  “Dang, beauty. You ok? Do I need to get you in to see Doc for a checkup?” Tuck asks as he lays down next to me, turning on his side. Brushing back the long hair that is shrouding my face, he tucks some behind my ear. “I’m worried about you, baby. I know you were pretty sick and I gotta tell you, you scared the shit outta me but you’d think over a week later you wouldn’t be so tired all the time.”

  Sighing, I turn on my side to face him and put my hand in his. “I know, right? Maybe I should go see her. I finished all the medicine yesterday and still feel like I’m dragging. I dunno. Maybe I should wait a few more days. She did say to rest a lot,” I shrug.

  Leaning over he kisses me softly. “Beauty, you just keep resting but if you’re not better in the next couple of days, I’m taking you in.” His sweet smile is my undoing, and I lunge at him, causing both of us to fall off the bed.

  The next couple of days go slowly. I sleep in until noon each day, eat like a pig, have sex like a mad woman and then fall asleep early. The guys in the band keep trying to get me to practice with them, but they come over at night, and I’m already beat by then. What in the hell is wrong with me?

  My phone wakes me up. Looking at the clock I see its ten thirty. I reach over to find a note on Tucks pillow. I turn back over and grab my phone and swipe answer. “Hello,” my voice gruff from not being fully awake.

  “BESTIE!” Allie screams. Well, that woke me up. “You better get your ass up because I’m coming over. Have a latte waiting for me!” And the call ends. No sleeping in for me today. Slowly, I remove the covers, scuffle to the bathroom and take a hot shower. By the time I’m dressed and have two latte’s made Allie walks into the kitchen, walks directly to me and captures me in a hug.

  “I’ve missed you so much, baby girl. Come let’s sit. How are you feeling? Is the baby finally gonna let up and give you a happy pregnancy?” I ask her as we walk over to the table.

  She takes a sip of her latte. “Heaven! Yes, the nausea is gone and I was told I can have caffeine, but maybe only once a week is all. I am eating like a pig and sleep so much that I feel like I’m hardly ever awake. How are you feeling, better?”

  I sit and stare at her. Eating like a pig? Sleeping all the time? No. I’m on the pill.

  “Paxton? Paxton! Are you ok, honey?” Feeling a pat on my arm my eyes go back into focus and blink a few times.

  “Oh, yeah. Sorry. I’m much better, thanks.” I start biting my lower lip and playing with my coffee cup. “So you started eating a ton, huh? And you sleep all the time?

  After she finishes her latte she takes her cup to the sink and washes it. “Yeah, it’s crazy. I’m either sleeping or eating and the sex drive?” She turns her head to me and winks. Oh. My. God! Could I be pregnant? No! No way! “Pax, what’s wrong? You look like you’ve seen a ghost,” she asks walking over and sitting back down. She takes my hand and pats it. She reaches up with her other hand and pulls my lip away from my teeth. “Girl, you’re bleeding, here.” Grabbing a napkin she wipes off my lip, now sore from apparently biting it until it bled. Just great!

  I grab the napkin from her hand and blot my lip. “Oh, Allie. I think I’m in trouble.” I can feel the tears start to fill my eyes. “I’ve been eating myself into oblivion and I sleep all the time well except for when I’m pouncing on Tuck for sex. Oh, my God, Allie. I think I’m pregnant!” She stands, and bends over and hugs me tight while rubbing my back. “What am I gonna do? We’ve never… We haven’t talked about having kids at all. I don’t even know if he wants any,” I whine. My blubbering increases and I feel like I’ve just ruined our entire relationship and my life. I can’t live without him. I can’t.

  She takes another napkin and starts wiping my eyes. “You’re going to be a big girl and sit down and talk with him.” She leans back and looks me in the eyes. “Pax? Tucker loves you. You’re his whole life and you need to talk this out together. You’re in this together. Be strong and talk to him.” I nod sadly, sniffing and wiping my nose.

  Taking a deep breath I sit up straight and square my shoulders back. “You’re right. I’ve learned so much about what not to do. Now it’s time to do the right thing. I’ll talk to him tonight.”

  * * *

  Made a killing at work today and have all my designs ready for tomorrow and then tomorrow night we play at the bar. Now, I get to go home to have a great evening with my girl, an awesome dinner, some cuddling and I am sure some hot sex and love making. Best. Day. Ever!

  Walking into the kitchen, I can smell the aroma of dinner. Pax is leaning over the table lighting candles, so I approach her quietly, and as she’s blowing out the match, I put my arms around her. She gasps and then relaxes back into me. I kiss her cheek and then find my way to the soft skin on her neck. “Damn, you smell good.” Her head leans to the left, so I can nibble on her ear properly, my hand snaking around to her breast.

  “Mmmmm, my sexy man. We need to eat before it gets cold.” She moves my arm from around her waist and sits down in a chair. Odd. She’s normally so easily persuaded by my sex appeal and charm. Something’s up, I can feel it.

  We sit in silence for a long time, enjoying her beef stroganoff, salad and rolls. It’s making me fucking crazy! I look at her and see her head bent down over her plate. Her bottom lip is in her teeth, and she is pushing her food around. Scooting my chair back, I take her fork from her hand and set it on her plate. She looks up at me, in surprise, and I can see the glimmer of tears in her eyes. Reaching out, I take her hand and pull her up and over to me. She immediately sits on my lap and hugs me. “Beauty, what’s wrong? Why all the silence and tears. Are you ok?” She begins to cry, sniffle and talking into my neck, and I can’t understand a word she is saying. Cupping my hand around the side of her face, I move her head away from my neck and she stops talking. “Hey, talk to me. There is nothing on this earth you can’t talk to me about, baby. Nothing.”

  She sniffs, and I wipe some of the falling tears from her face. “Well, it’s just…” Taking a deep breath she rushes, “I think I’m pregnant!” Her face falls back into my neck, and she starts bawling. Wait! What?

  I push her back and look at her in disbelief. Her face is all blotchy and red, tears are streaming down her face, and she is still the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen in my life. “I’m gonna be a dad?” She shrugs and I grab her and hold her close, so tight I’m afraid I might hurt her. Releasing my grip, I push her back again. “I didn’t hurt you or…” My hand sets down on her flat stomach and rubs gently. Looking back up at her, I smile wide. “I’m gonna be a daddy.”

  “You’re not mad?” She asks, cocking her head and sniffing.

  I remove my hand a
nd lean down, kissing her stomach softly. I can feel her hand smoothing my hair, her fingers running through some strands. On the way back up, I press my lips against hers, still smiling.

  “Mad? Beauty, I thought I was the luckiest and happiest man alive but now? I can’t even describe the awesome feelings I have. I’ve always wanted kids, to love and help grow up strong and independent, to show the world how kids should be treated with respect, love and caring. And to have you as their mother? I couldn’t ask for anything more. I…” I pick her up as I stand and swing her around. “I’M SO HAPPY!”

  She starts giggling as I continue to swing her around. Stopping quickly, I slowly lower her down until she is standing on her tiptoes. My lips cover hers in an instant, my tongue delving into her warm and wet mouth. Pulling away, I see the spark in her eyes.

  “Um, it’s not really for sure or anything yet but… I really have all the symptoms,” she whispers while looking down at her feet.

  I lift her chin up with my finger, bend down and look her in the eyes. “Beauty, if the time is right, then it’s right. If not, I’m all for trying again, if it’s what you want.” She grabs me around the neck, kisses my cheek, nose and then all over my face and hugs me with intensity.

  “I love you so much!” She whispers in my ear and then nibbles on it. I do what any lucky son of a bitch would do. I pick her up, carry her upstairs and make mad passionate love to my woman.

  After cleaning us up, we are lying on our sides, holding hands, our fingers playing with each other’s, and we’re talking about our future. “So, I think you should go see the doctor and have her do a test thing on you to see if you’re pregnant or not. If you are, then we tell the world and start getting one of the spare room’s ready. If you aren’t, then we keep trying. I want a family with you. I want the whole thing, Pax.”